The last few weeks have been rough.
My youngest and I were sick last month, I missed a few days of work between myself and him. Then he got an eye infection, so was off another two days. Then, I got sick, and came home from work early yesterday. Was shaky, nauseous, had a headache, pale and thought I was going to slide off the chair in Court. Had a very shaky drive home (I shouldn’t have driven, but I did), slept for two hours, felt marginally better…then I threw up last night. My husband was away at a work event, and my childminder brought the boys home just after 5. Went to bed with the boys last night at about 8pm and woke up this morning at 7:30 after a rough night of coughing.
I think the stress of the last few weeks has finally caught up to me. I would love nothing more than to sit on a beach in plus 30 weather and not have to think about anything. Or, a spa afternoon….or something.
Every year, I go through a phase of horrible home sickness. This is made worse by being sick and wishing someone could pop in with a pot of soup or take the boys…I am alternating between missing Vancouver Island and the Rockies. When I’m homesick, I inevitably go through my annual debate of whether or not we should up sticks and move back. It’s a scary thought. My life here is relatively settled, we are debt free, in stable jobs and I am studying for my graduate diploma (oh, yeah, the homework!). It’s scary uprooting that and starting again from scratch, especially given that Canada will have changed a lot in my time away and although it is my home country, we would all be adjusting. However, I miss my family and my friends…
I have settled in to my hearing aids really well. My left ear has been really sore due to the hard shell not being made correctly. I have a scab on the inside of my ear, which is very painful. My tinnitus has been horrible due to my being ill. My audiologist has put a tinnitus program on the hearing aids, which has been helping. *sigh* She has sent away for another remake so hopefully that will help. I am not wearing my hearing aid in my left ear this weekend – it might be a feeble attempt to try to get my ear healed. We will see.
I haven’t read any new books the last few weeks. I can’t remember if I posted my reading list, I don’t think I have. I’ll post a list of the books I’ve read soon.
Oh, I got a new bike too! However, my back tire is flatter than a pancake so I have to take the wheel in to get looked at. That’s one of the things on my to do list…
Over and out for now!